This is Not a Blog Post

Written by: Jorinde Berben
Image credit: Jorinde Berben

This weekend was, objectively speaking, filled with pleasant and relaxing activities. I visited friends, there was some wonderful news in the family and the children played happily for most of the time.

Subjectively speaking, though, it was a really rough weekend. I’ve felt heavy, empty, despairing and incredibly enraged for no apparent reason. And this for most of the weekend, culminating in a major meltdown this evening. It’s left me completely drained, without any desire to start reflecting on myself, my process or the way of the world.

So I’m saving it for another time. When there’s more clarity. And some energy.

For now, this is not a blog post, but just me showing up to say “I’m still here”.

Mostly to prove it to myself.